There Is No Heartbeat: From Miscarriage to Depression to Hope

Struggling with depression didn’t make me any less saved . . . just human.After suffering two miscarriages, I looked forward to giving my two sons a sibling. The family was ecstatic to find out I was pregnant. It was a jubilant time of expectation . . . until we experienced a traumatic loss.I was devastated by a third miscarriage.I carried my baby without a heartbeat for three weeks after finding out she was gone. Anxiety, depression, despondency, and hopelessness wreaked havoc with my physical, mental, emotional, and even spiritual health.I thought as a Christian, it would be easier to heal and move forward. Instead I found myself wondering, "Where is God in all of this?"I share with you my journey of miscarriage, depression, healing, and hope.It took me three weeks and four years to get there, after hearing . . . There Is No Heartbeat.